A Bird Song(Quiet Noise)

now that i am at peace life rolls back around
it seems like nothing but when it falls who's to hold
i never knew how long it could be but lets chat or make a tweet
we fly together as we sing together
the song is beautiful when we unite the flame
we should walk the heavens together
but every morning when i heard the birds tweet
its like the birds are singing
the quiet noise that you hear when the sun breaks the rose
ma god a song so unique
never knew two tweets makes a good beat
so relaxable its not hard to dream upon
not a problem in the world can take this
baby lets be these birds and become in tweet
lets sing the quiet noise upon our over sleep
lets start the day with a nice bird song

Pity(everybody wants pity)

shameless to say

some cry and don't even pray

in my eyes you don't have words

neither a song for the birds

you ask you cry and you even beg

but you haven't listen to what the wise one has said

you neither speak or talk

let the chip of the wood hold your bark

neither agree or disagree

and uphold the the task of which i speak

you don't have the right to think

to put your mind as if it was right

or say the wisdom

as someone has spoke

this world moves with or without

now its time for the clock to speak oh so loud

awww not fair as the naked eye

bare the witness as a normal fly

pity as a look at the worthless person you are

pity even with the lucky you have

pity as if i can make you glad

no i pity these worms for believing whats on television

Still in Love

My lover does what she does
Treated me like I was
A king of her fortress, a knight that saved her from the castle
The protector of her seas, the last man remaining after a massive battle
What could I complain about at this stage?
Every night, my bed was made
Sex is precisely in the 5th dimension
Inception with suspensions
But once we cooled down
Fall as the leaves went brown
Commitment was oftenly avoided
As long as our relationship lived
I couldn't admit it
I'm still in love with her
Still in love with my ex....
I know she put me through hell
The past we shall not dwell
My ex is and was the reason why I ever met the current
It was determined
That she can change as I
She needs to reply!!
My love, I'm sorry
Your efforts won't go un-noticed
She is just more important
The woman who brought me to you
Is the same woman who stole me back
I can't tell you how much you mean to me
I need you to see
It wasn't to hurt you, but I need to
I've held onto my the monster in my rearview
It wasn't fair to you
But I'm in love with her
Still in love with my ex....

                                                                                                                      -B

Boderline Bipolar Mood Swings

Behind every great man
There rises a great woman
Behind me there are wildfires
Tombstones for everyday lives
Acid melting away lost hope
Into my wounds it soaks
Burning pain deep into my nerves
Punishment evil deserve
I wear my scars proudly
I hear the voices loudly
Breaking point of an already unstable crossing
All that proved costly
Psychoanalysis: Borderline Bipolar Mood Swings
Trouble comes in circles like rings
Dynasties: red or yellow
Down right colder than Sub-Zero
The next town sees my eyes
They don’t realize
How close I am to snapping
As the smoke behind me starts signaling
They say you beat a man while he’s down
But how do you beat a man who is lower than underground?
A composed spawn of hell
Or a mental patient as the medical record tell
Am I wrong for tearing a place to shreds?
Sacrificing no one making sure they’re dead
Retribution for one’s bullying
Eyes open sleeping
My past is my past
As long as my temper last
The world is not safe
The world is not safe
The world is not safe…
                      
                                                                                                -B

Blowing out your candle

Girl, I think you betta wait
I would hate
To take you out early
Unless you can put it on me
After I lift
You look like you ready to work like a 40-hour shift
Motion on the honey
Bouncing like a bunny
Let it fill your capacity
I’ll stop when you grab onto me
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you want me
Interchangeable positions from out the blue
Rocky Mountains, dew the do
And I’ll put it to you
From late evening until high noon
You started me up on purpose
I’ll reward you for your service
Blowing out your candle
If you can handle
An extension that could never be grasped
Your commander of love collapse
Even then still
Your guts I wanna feel
Get lazy
I’m about to drive you crazy
You ready?


                                                                                                            -B

Do Without me

unfortunately I'm gone
anything is left is my foot prints
so you got your wish
you must have really wanted this
my presents was hard to believe
but i'm gone
and you crying because you can't have me
it's funny how they want a outcome
but always want to retrace there steps
mistakes occur in life often
so a prayer is in need
some you things can't change
thank god for today
and hope he blesses you for tomorrow
the best isn't good for every
but at least most learn from the mistakes
and take the goal before its to late
with life you dont get seconds just first
people going to hate you
dislike you and all above
like me
i been discourage
and pulled to the end
but never quite gave in
i always believe in the gift
the gift that gives me the right to live
who is you
you dont have the right
specially in my presence
you dont even have the right to speak
judgement  is a curse for most
and a blessing for some
as a friend quoted to me
most say what they have done
but them most hasnt done any
its crazy how lies sound pretty
its painful and pity to me
do without me
i dont deserve to be

I'm so hard to read?

i never knew i can be so different
outcast from on to the world
like im in a forbidden room
surrounded by so much non believe
they point at me like i'm an disease
but what did i do
i guess myirth was the last straw
the last restraint from there temper
the mad the inconclusive madness
man what the hell
i guess they just dont get me
let alone understand me
they say im like an hard cover book
with white blank pages
well now i guess thats a perfect way to put it
i never was the kid to get rock ya bye at night to
but always face with an evil eye
never knew the truth
until i was face with one reason to it all
i was born to be hated
i knew deep in my heart i knew
the depth of the feeling was creepy n unreal
it was like a weeks worth of rain
with no sun shine in sight
now they say im cold
one of the heartless one's
but it was you people who made a monstar
a being from another planet
created the feelings for this creature
now face the music
im no mistake
just a problem turned to a successer
life is a journey with a never ending cycle with or without me
who cares if one problem
is compared to billions
the world claim you are the problem
out of millions?
how you know me
since im so different?

Beautiful Fiction

your my beautiful secret

my untold forbidden story

my beautiful wrong doing

i took her heart

when it wasn't necessary

i took her mind

and made it mines

what kind of person I'm I

one who lies

that can't see to tell the truth

one who tells stories

when nothing is the truth

but she is beautiful

beyond all means

I'm I wrong

or was i wrongly influence?

my friend

became my midnight vacation

why life have hard decision

uncertain what you are going to do

however, i took a turn

maybe for the worst

some things can't be fix

like trust and love

i sacrifice a home

for a lust

the very thing i tried to avoid

now in the back of my mind

was it worth it?..........

Our Roots

with my fist closed

straight to the power

my for-fathers had seen this coming

Dr. King said "the glory mountain top"

i believe

we as african americans has succeed

even with the chains and restraints

we kept our head high

pray to the sky

nothing kept us down

even with the pain

and not being able to enjoy life

but only through experience

we succeed

we never gave up

we achieve

I'm glad i have a strong background of history

for ones who i believe in

as people judge us

we moved forward

along with time

as you open up the history books

we move withe time

Days without you

memories is like a song

you know it for the moment

and our moment........

beautiful as the sky

but we departed

like clouds

when she said bye

unfortunately my luck ran out

my charm...........

the power to get rid of the dark

however,

I'm consume, drain

i lost all hope

what is life?

without her by my side

cold as the wind

black as the night

how many more days?